I'm Hungry.

My name is Chris Santoro and I'm a graphic designer aspiring for the music industry.

The realisation that I still don’t know what I’m doing here,
Put in perspective I am nothing,
It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading
Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being
Just another soul spent searching for something inside,
I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust,
I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me

The chasm in my chest
Screams of resounding emptiness
I’ve never tasted this bitterness
I never felt this solitude, worthlessness

So what great vision is this to sail amongst the vast indifference?
Accept a trail to hollow senses, where only tragedy breaks the numbness
So what great epiphany, will spell out beneath my feet?
Chain my wrists, and admit defeat, imprisoned by ‘the clarity’
So is this destiny, a doubtful life, feeling empty?
Worst of all to make me guilty, blindest of the blind, telling me to see
I might hate this world, I might hate myself
But I wont be a wasted soul, another ghost like everyone else

I want a soulmate who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me ten things I don’t already know, and make me laugh. I don’t care what you look like, just turn me on. And if you can do that, I will follow you on bloody stumps through the snow. I will nibble your mukluks with my own teeth. I will do your windows. I will care about your feelings. Just have something in there.

mydearimonlyfleshandbone: guys come on. this picture got FIVE reblogs, while a picture of lips with no caption of mine got over 4,000. this isn’t right. reblog this. even if you delete it in a day, it could help. this is one of my best friend’s sisters. she’s dearly missed and i’d appreciate the help.

mydearimonlyfleshandbone:

guys come on. this picture got FIVE reblogs, while a picture of lips with no caption of mine got over 4,000. this isn’t right. reblog this. even if you delete it in a day, it could help. this is one of my best friend’s sisters. she’s dearly missed and i’d appreciate the help.

(Source: quietlyrearranged, via lastlieitold-deactivated2012040)

When show promotion goes bad, take matters into your own hands.

When show promotion goes bad, take matters into your own hands.

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Life update

PROJECTS

Paul Allen’s Demise: Tailgating A Funeral album packaging $$

Encompass t-shirt designs

Encompass: Until We Have Faces EP packaging

Various projects for PROSPECT RECORDS $$

Swept Away album packaging + shirt design $$

Clothing line logo (TBA) $$

Various show posters $$

…And a 90th birthday commemorative book for my Nanaaaaaa.

To all of my GD friends out there.

To all of my GD friends out there.

allaura: emycody: Letterpress Class! Uncle Al’s Photo. We look so sleepy/tired. best class Letterpress class. I was the gimp who didn&#8217;t finish his final project in time. Good thing it came out awesome though. That&#8217;s the most unshaven I&#8217;ve been in my whole life. I look dumpyasfuck. Do me.

allaura:

emycody:

Letterpress Class! Uncle Al’s Photo.

We look so sleepy/tired.

best class

Letterpress class. I was the gimp who didn’t finish his final project in time. Good thing it came out awesome though.

That’s the most unshaven I’ve been in my whole life.

I look dumpyasfuck.

Do me.